lonemagpie: robot maria (robot maria)
For those wondering, that's the fourth of the initial five double eye injections down. I'm now missing only about three letters of the entire chart from the vision test beforehand with the right eye, and six or so with the left. They did manage to hit a vein in the right eyeball, so it now looks like the bottom half of the white is filled with blood (this doesn't show from the inside, nor is there any discomfort apart from the usual in both) - I wonder how many ebola scares I'll cause in town.

On the diabetic front, they looked at the numbers, still happily in the sixes, and sent for a blood test to check the three-month score (so I didn't hear that at the time, as a different department had borrowed the machine) - the plan is now to discharge me to the GP, do six-monthly blood tests, and prescribe tablets if the numbers creep up. In short, then, my oancreas is happy to continue to work with the right diet and exercise.

Then on the way home the first bus I could have got was over 10 minutes late, and so in such a hurry that the cunt didn't bother to stop for me.
lonemagpie: gojira patronus (gojira)
Monitoring how my eyes are going, I fee; they somewhat bottomed out about three or four weeks ago, in terms of cobwebbing and interference with resolving text. The cobwebbing has reduced by around 60% from its worst since starting the tablets, and my reading-vision (if that's the right term) is better this week than it was a week to two weeks ago, though still worse than it was a month ago, (I'm comparing against the same book every few days, so I know I'm not being led astray by different types or fonts). So, that's somewhat reassuring, and I'm hoping the various treatments will continue to recover things.
lonemagpie: gojira patronus (gojira)
Interesting... I

almost don't want to think my reading vision has slightly improved this week, because part of thinks that if I think that, then on Friday the opthalmic consultant will tell me "no, they're worse now, but maybe your brain has adjusted" or something like that, but.... I realised when watching that last Game of thrones dual-wielding video I posted (sans glasses) that I could read the subtitles in the fight scene even though they were smaller than stuff I'd been having trouble with. So, I went and got from my coat pocket the book I'd been carrying around, which, last week, I truly just could not resolve the text in enough to read, which I had been able to a couple of weeks before. And tonight, even though normally my reading vision declines with the lateness of the hour, I - not as easily as a couple of weeks ago - *can*.

I suspect this is most likely down to the tablets I've been taking since Thursday, as they're meant to encourage my eyes to reabsorb cellular material that has leaked it but shouldn't be hanging around in there, and it is definitely the case that over the past week or so (I also had more laser treatment last Tuesday, of course) the sort of faint cobwebby thing I'd been getting in the right eye has been reducing considerably in opacity..,

And I'm most genuinely surprised that I've noticed this past midnight - usually they're clearer in the morning.... I mean, I'm not suddenly going to be singing "I Can See Clearly Now" anytime soon - it's a tiny improvement in a very bad situation.... but it *is* an *improvement.*

Hell, I'm actually not leaning as close to the creen to type this as I was at the weekend. My face is maybe eight inches from the screen, instead of aout five.

Oh, yeah, I hadn't been swimming for a while cos the swimming shorts I had got some years ago were now far too baggy and would naver have stayed on, but since us diabetic types are supposed to stay active (as if the martial arts, fencing, armoured combat, and walking everywhere weren't activity) I finally got a new pair today. Huzzah. So since our local pool's weekday general swims have slots that finish 15 minutes before Lesley finishes work, I foresee a regular schedule of doing that before going to meet her....
lonemagpie: b7 finale (b7)
Well, it's been an interesting opthalmic appointment. Where we found that, despite the diabetic unit reckoning that the blood tests and liver damage to one corner means the diabetes is a recent development caught early, my eyes have been diabetic for "at least a decade, probably decadeS."

I knew I'd popped a blood vessel in the right one a few weeks ago, but it turns out there's leakge and macular oedema in both - advanced diabetic retinopathy. So while, yes, I got the expected booking for urgent laser treatment, as early as next week, I also got "without the treatment you will go blind." And there's no guarantees to the treatment preventing that (70-90% success rate isn't a guarantee).

It's freaky and frankly terrifying to get my head around. Death is one thing, but I really, really don't fucking want to go blind. I don't expect any real improvement, but I'll be more than happy with stopping it in its tracks and preventing further damage.

And then I'll new glasses to be able to focus what's left, if it's worth the bother.

It's not just the obvious that's freaky and terrifying, but the dichotomy between bits of me showing it as caught early, and bits showing as having been liiving with it undiagnosed for a *long* time. I mean, who and what do I trust on that?

I get that, logically and numberically and objectivvely, surgery plus keeping the diabetes under control (which I have been doing since diagnosis - and the eye surgeon, who first asked "how did you not know you were diabetic before?" was impressed how solid I have it) should hold it, that 10-30% margin is not sitting well with me. He also said "If you'd come in like this 40 years ago, there was no treatment".

So here's hoping that the surgery works (and we won't know for at least a couple of months) and that I can somehow stop feeling sick and shivery at the thought.

On the upside, at the least they reassured me about how the laser surgery works.

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