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Aug. 28th, 2013 05:22 amWhen somebody tells you that the longtime friend you miss has problems, and not being able to offer help is killing you…
since I lost the trust and confidence of, and any contact with, I think pretty much my best friend (apart from Lesley).
Not doing that well. (I mean, third consecutive loss in three consecutive months, after Seven and Eris)
I want my friend back. Just a cheery word. A hello.
I worry about them; I want to help and heal...
Some of you doubtless know my first love died, and even after like 20 years I still cry and get triggered by stuff, and, seriously, this summer is worse.
This is worse
Not doing that well. (I mean, third consecutive loss in three consecutive months, after Seven and Eris)
I want my friend back. Just a cheery word. A hello.
I worry about them; I want to help and heal...
Some of you doubtless know my first love died, and even after like 20 years I still cry and get triggered by stuff, and, seriously, this summer is worse.
This is worse
Still depressed though
Jul. 5th, 2013 02:40 pmDoing nice stuff, but still depressed, mind you. Hoping to get through July without losing anyone else I give a fuck about, cos over the spring quarter I'm three-for-three in consecutive months(two dead and one...otherwise) and *really* not wanting a four-for-four in July...
