I seem to have driven away one of my oldest friends

[lonemagpie]

So, yeah, how's 2013 doing? Oh, let's see, depression, stress, illness, suicide of friends, cats dying, and now I seem to have lost another friend through apparently being unable to not hurt them, no matter what. All I ever wanted was to be someone they could rely on and feel safe around. Guess I won't even be remembered as that.

So, great fucking year so far.

You'd think having died about three times that one of those would have stuck.