Last of the 50 days meme

http://doctorwho.tumblr.com/post/63123760534/ok-we-are-just-50-days-away-from-the-november

The last three

November 20: How do you think the Eleventh Doctor will regenerate?

Standing up

November 21: What do you think will happen during the DW50th?

The usual- catchphrases, the Docs slagging off each other's fashion sense, Daleks, and the revelation that Smith is the last incarnation supposedly possible.

November 22: Doctor Who?

Yes.

should have been a good day

Should have been a good day

But knocked down, fail everybody. I always piss off and upset those I could only ever want to lift and whatever the opposite of upset and piss off is.

If I fucking disappear this blog, well…

Dr Who special?

Seriously, I really don’t give a fuck any more...

I don't even know what I want

Well

All I *really* want is to not fucking hurt and upset and fail people, and I used to be good at that, but not now. And I don’t fucking know how that switched, or how to not get back to being not a hurtful thing.

And I therefore feel I must be a complete douchebag because I can’t get that right.

As for what will make me feel more immediately better... I've no idea. I can't think of a damn thing that would give me good feels.

This fucking year...

While on the subject

Failbook sending me mails to remind me that both Zoe and Eris (two accounts for the same person, of course) "celebrate their birthdays this week" doesn't fucking help.

Thank you so much for reminding me she only stuck around for an extra 30 hours or so.

Yes...

Yes, that was good.

In quiz memes I always come out as the Fourth, and I've always thought I'm more like the Sixth... But no.

I am the John Hurt Doctor, really. The one who... well, Lesley said it better as we were watching, so I'm sure she'll comment.

Oh fuck...

Oh fuck- watch the Five-ish Doctors on Red Button, and then re-watch Day Of The Doctor...